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Brand New Year. Hi 2011.

2011-01-01T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hi readers! It's 2011 now a brand new year. I cant believe I'm 17 now -o- This day is quite meaningful so decided to blog~ Hmm..today I hanged out with my girls.

Went Pavilion to have lunch at Madam Kuan's. Had nasi lemak and ice lemon tea, shared with peng. Haha it's delicious the curry chicken is love :) then we headed to have some dessert. Ermm it's japanese food i think. such creammy and it's too sweet Not really like it @@.

Then Fahrenheit88! this is the second time I visit the mall. Bought a bag for myself. It's a plain RED. Haha RED=CASSIOPEIA. Costed me for only RM29.90. Cheap right? ;) Cheong K was our aim so we went to CEO. but then we gave up the idea. There's reason laaa...

After these we felt tired and disappointed alr. :( Dragging ourselves, passed through lot 10, sungei wang, then we reached times square. So thirsty and tired we want a place to rest ! Yes, Secret recipe. but the tiredness changed to anger! Hey really feel like reporting the waitress you know ! We done nothing but she treated us in such an impolite way! Beh Tahan !><

Oh ya, we met zhangyou(classmate)accidentally. I was shocked and pointed him..,saying out"oh, it's 陈章佑" owh, i think i'm too over-acted.^^

then it's time to say buh-bye.

p/s: one thing I wanna say here. My phone's having problem for like one month alr. So this evening I brought it to repair la~ It is considered as broken down. And now, my parents are planning to buy a new one for me! :D any recommend? XDD

A big decision

2010-12-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

Yes, I've made a BIG decision. Totally B-I-G。 It's that I'm gonna rebuild my bloggie ! Yes maybe reuse this one , just change it's skin; Or I'll just create a new one. Hmm, the first one better right? cause I have so many memories here! ;)

I'm not gonna let my bloggie dead anymore. I really need to find a place to keep my memories and feelings. No matter what it is, it's me. And I believe it's will be great to read through when i grow up haha...Maybe there wont be photos cause everyone knows I dont take photo so often, almost not (sorry) yeah I always thinks that my camera is not that good enough D: but my camera is really expert on taking near object ! really detailed!! NO LIE!

Everyone count down for new year, I myself count down for the new school life :( It shouldnt be sad but really stressful arghhhh! Whatever, I'll face it! BRAVELY! clap for me please~ thanks :D

Somehow do you realise? I dont really use shortcut for my words. I like the original one. so natural and just nice, isn't it? :) Sometimes I'll get annoyed reading those shortcut thing ><>

Ok, now it's the time talking about my boys *shiny~ Yes, I think JYJ did a good job! They have more hopes on their career now! Getting the opportunity to appear on the KBS award on 31 DEC! I hope I can watch it ;P And Bonus here! Homin is coming too! maybe I think so :) just saw the message on facebook but havent confirm with cassies. Nah~I'm just really happy with it!

Secondly, JYJ's new album is gonna out SOON！ & listened to the preview already! So nice and I love it just too much~ "Nine","Pierrot", "Mission".... These are my top three! You gotta listen to the Nine and Pierrot, read through the lyrics! Man, they are so talented. Really feel proud of them :DDD

That's all for today. Goodnight and dont forget, "Always Keep The Faith <3"

moody day

2010-12-27T21:06:00.002+08:00

My blog seems dead..so much...:(

Yes, I have something to confess, bloggie.

It's really hard to tell others, so I came here...

Holiday is going to end, 2011 is coming, SPM is coming...lil' stressful, but it doesn't seems to push me revising form 4 works. :( Should I find a tuition centre? Where?Should I find somebody to teman me? then Who? These question is quite easy but where to start?? hmmm... I hate doing things alone although I'm already 16 , going to be 17!

So, sometimes I will think... If there is someone I can really talk with, someone lives near me , someone knows me... yes, their situation. It's not that admiring their friendship(friends for yearsssss is not easy though, been through many hardships.) But I do really wish to have someone can share my feelings, chit-chatting about everything~ Even can go mamak in the late night eventhough it's not healthy XD I want that so badly *sigh

You know what ? today I was like outing with twins! maybe I magnified it but It's my feeling. They're sharing tons of thing I dont know, cause it's they primary schl's stuff, things that they chat via phone or dating at home (whatever!) It's just things that I dont know and she told her for many times. Hey speechless right? Yes I know that the period of time is really a key point but hey, please let me feel that I can join although I just know you for 4 years? just let me FEEL that. aiyooo I'm so emotional... failure in friendship is kinda....people told me not to concern about it cause this will just let myself feel down and desperate. but I cant help it TAT *sigh again I dont even know why should I take care of these kind of thing so badly! I can just ignore it but the feelings keep on refreshing my brain. oh gawd D;

沒想過我會這樣

2010-04-26T21:49:00.002+08:00

我已經很努力了

讓自己感覺不那麼深刻

躲開避開

我也不去談了

不過還是沒有辦法

靜下來的時候

就會去想

不斷想

這樣真的很辛苦

不想關心關於你們的任何事

不過還是忍不住知道

周圍的人一直說

我一直躲

我根本不想回應！

雖然不曾說出來

我只是壓抑著

事情發展的越順利

我的心越痛

東方神起是我的未來

2010-04-04T22:32:00.002+08:00

心很痛真的很痛

替你們心疼啊

faith

看似簡單

我不知道自己到底做到了嗎

不過我很肯定

從我愛上你們的那一刻起

永遠只飯你們

期間也許會聽聽其他歌手的歌

讚歎他們的帥氣、才華

但是

我還是最喜歡你們

聽你們的音樂、聲音

才讓我滿足

這足以說明

你們是我生活中很重要的一環

沒有了你們

我的生命又如何完整

就只是想要呼吸同一个会场里的空气

就只是想要看同一个时刻发生的情景

就只是想要把你们的话清清楚楚听进耳朵里五个人一起

就只是想要把自己的声音灌进你们的耳朵里和其他亲一起

.....可以吗?

我沒有去過你們的演唱會

我真的很想去

看著你們唱歌

現場聽你們說

“大家好，我們是東方神起”

現在

仿佛已經不可能

也許會有奇跡

你們回歸的那一天

雖然不知道是哪一天

不過我會很期待

一定會有那麼一天的

對吧？

我不想要這樣

2010-04-03T22:29:00.003+08:00

我知道故事不會太曲折
我總會遇見一個什麼人
陪我過沒有了她的人生
成家立業之類的等等

她做了她覺得對的選擇
我只好祝福她真的對了
愛不到我最想要愛的人
誰還能要我怎樣呢

我愛的人　不是我的愛人
她心裡每一寸　都屬於另一個人
她真幸福　幸福得真殘忍
讓我又愛又恨　她的愛怎麼那麼深

我愛的人　她已有了愛人
從他們的眼神　說明了我不可能
每當聽見　她或他說我們
就像聽見愛情　永恆的嘲笑聲＊

每當聽見　她或他說我們
就像聽見愛情　永恆的嘲笑聲

上次自己哼的時候

真的哭了

畢竟兩年的時間真的不短哈

我真的不想不開心

因為自己條件不夠就不許不滿

不過還是壓抑不了

真的啊

這種歌曲我要聽多少次才行呢

想說不參與就好了

不過miss掉就有點不是滋味

干我爲什麽那麼感性

真的找不到人來說

我說不出口

我不想留在這裡了

真的很辛苦

要把不甘心轉為祝福

我儘量.

tag (1)

2010-02-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

被点了好久现在才来做.. 嘻嘻

一,被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案

二，请传给另外十个人

三，传阅人请在这十位被点的人的留言板上通知他，他被点咯!

四, 这当中的十位不得拒绝

五,被点者请注明被谁点了在哪里接到再传给下十位

六，这些被点名者，你们被点会祝福七，不可回点哦，并且愿望会实现和得到幸福

坐上幸福热气球，开始咯~

幸福热气球：第一阶段

1.绰号:开心/happy/赖屎欣 ><>

7.最讨厌的东西：虫蛇 ...

幸福热气球：第二阶段

1.有喜欢的人吗:没有

2.有交往吗：没有

3.幸福吗：还可以啦

4.他很爱你吗：蛤?

5.如果你有勇气最想做什么：穿bikini *wink

幸福热气球：第三阶段

1.你被谁点：ever

2.他是你的谁：honey , 仙后chinggu~

3.他的个性是：可爱? 开朗? =))

4.他长得怎样：可爱!

5.跟他认识多久：erm.. 几个月

6.你想跟他说什么：加油啊! 我们虽然不是生活在一起的朋友
不过我愿意当你心灵上的朋友! =))

7.如果他变成你的情人：(惊!!! 不要啦..

幸福热气球：第四阶段

1.最爱的音乐：流行音乐! 韩国加日本! <33>

3.最爱的卡通：hello kitty, ppg, 还有很多

4.最爱的颜色：黑红白

5.最想去的国家：韩国日本

6.最爱的水果：山竹榴莲芒果西瓜...

7.最爱的饮料：绿茶

8.最爱的人：동방신기，家人，朋友 (ever 我和你一样啦 =))

幸福热气球：第五阶段

1.你很爱哭吗：超爱的

2.你很爱笑吗：也很爱耶!

3.你是很有信心的人吗：不是时常都很自卑..

4.你想要怎样的生活：快乐的没有烦恼的

5.你喜欢自己吗：还好而已

6.你喜欢音乐吗：嗯^^

7.你喜欢体育吗：不喜欢所以才那么肥啊

8.你喜欢跳舞吗：喜欢看但不会

9.你很专情吗：还不懂不过应该算是

10.你喜欢睡觉吗：喜欢啊

11.你喜欢唱歌吗：很喜欢

幸福热气球：第六阶段

开始点名 (不懂点谁好.. pass好了..

明天很重要

2010-02-13T23:18:00.002+08:00

哎哟今年真是特别!!

农历新年 + 情人节 + 我的生日

全部挤在一块叻..

很复杂的感觉..

也蛮开心的

很多人祝我生日哦..=)) 谢谢大家!!

不过有的人还是继续offends我 (可恶!!!

什么东西..好尽力的把焦点移去你那里..哈哈

祝大家新年快乐哦

情人节快乐哦没有情人的也要快乐哦! =D

嘻嘻..大家多拿点红包啊!!

ever,你的tag我会做的. 迟点啊~ 呵呵

金小在生日快乐!

2010-01-26T22:26:00.002+08:00

哈哈~我要赶在今天结束之前
跟我的在中偶吧说声

生日快乐!
happy birthday!
sengil chuka kamnida!

24岁了! 变成熟了哦

可是对于逆生长的你...

看起来还是那么..小..(?

总之就是很可爱啦!

忍不住要捏你的脸!! 哈哈..

恩..要多吃点

要健健康康的

很喜欢听你唱歌

也很喜欢你作的歌

和成员们合作出来的作品

更是好听!

所以记得要照顾身体

不要累坏了!!

有什么事情

仙后们罩着!

Always Keep The Faith!

.

2010-01-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

啊..好久好久没更新了

开学了每天都看到他

超没mood的...= =

今天我已经超过极限了

连我自己也很惊讶!

这..也太太太自然了吧! 哇..

对呀..现在又不dim了

这是在跟我炫吗?!

他妈的我告诉你

现在我超不爽的!

哇哇哇!!! 什么东西哦??

真的明明就是在炫耀

炫个什么东西??

吼~ 我真的顶不顺了!

完全放不开

为什么你要酱?

低调点行不行?

不要那么乔可以吗?

那个样子真的很恶心

唉...

不懂为什么会认识到你

不懂为什么

我会讨厌你

恨得那么深

我现在整个不爽!

很想找人来说.

可是...

根本没有人会听我倾诉

我也不想烦人

哎哟.. 很辛苦

我始终还是觉得

我的想法没有错

我完全没有办法让自己平静下来!

東方神起生日快樂

2009-12-26T16:13:00.003+08:00

很快的又過了一年

還記得去年

我弄了個圖片放在上面

賀你們五周年的

等. 我去找找..

就是這個 ↓

因為我不會像其他親一樣會p圖

雖然只是加了些字

卻是我滿滿的心意哦~

今年沒有做 ):對不起啦

今年是第六年了

完完整整的陪了你們一年

雖然不是在你們身邊

可我還是很開心的

我希望以後還會有很多很多年

讓仙後們陪著你們

那就好了... ( 一定會的 ><

還沒寫的時候

有很多話想說

現在卻好像寫不出來

哎喲...

昨天看到關於韓國公司做的手段

真的很傷心...

覺得你們很辛苦很無助

我們什麽都好像做不到

除了繼續相信你們

我們還應該做什麽??

偶吧們,

原諒我當初的彷徨和無助

當時我真的不懂要怎麼做

才會有那樣的想法

現在我知道了..

Always Keep The Faith

這句話堅定了我們

Hope To The End

我們會帶著希望

一直到最後的!

sengil chuka hamnida

2009-12-15T15:59:00.004+08:00

俊秀偶吧，

今天是你的生日也

我在这里祝你

生日快乐！

心想事成！

英文越来越好！

跟大米甜甜蜜蜜（呵呵

呜呜...好想念你噢~

看见你的笑容

让我什么烦恼都没了

哈哈..

要永远保持这样阿~

坚持到底！hwaiting！！

第三篇

2009-12-12T22:22:00.002+08:00

我真的不明白，自己还在烦什么

每天都在说、在抱怨

听的人、看的人，都闷了吧

可是我就是很不舒服

讲了酱多，应该是放开了才是

可是我怎么还是这么在意？

不想烦朋友了就写在这里

不满好像是无穷无尽的

到底真的是我想的那样

还是我自己的问题

是我的妒忌心？

好像真的是

虽然知道自己攀不上

不晓得明年能怎样

我真的不想面对

很想逃避...

一想到我就想抓狂了

'时间能冲淡一切'

这句话看似有用

对我来说却好像是没用的

我根本无法释怀

本来以为自己已经放开了

原来我越来越在意

这世界到底是怎样的?

我并不是想成为他那样

在你们面前

我是多么的自卑

觉得自己是一文不值的

露个面也觉得自己是多余的

我现在没有在博同情

我只是觉得自己很好笑

明知道没有人会理你

还要中个头埋去

吼笨死了

根本就是自掘坟墓

所有的画面历历在目

不管是看笑片听歌逛街

也只是能暂时让我忘记

没多久感觉就回来了

哎...

我のHoney ♥❤

2009-12-11T20:52:00.002+08:00

哈哈

昨天就说了要写这贴

嗯（清腔）

吼~你说怎么会有这么巧的事？

就是有！ @@

没多久前在群里认识了ever

发现原来我们之间有很多巧合

同年同月差一日

一样是仙后（就差本命不同 T.T)

一样有近视

一样是016

一样会把前发夹起来

一样戴着半框眼镜

一样想换黑色全框

一样。。

还有什么？

漏了叫我加噢

真的真的真的很开心

可以认识你

是真的

啊~谢谢你愿意当我的观众

听我发那么多的牢骚

我想...以后应该还会有的

要继续听我说哦..

呵呵~

多谢你呀, Chingu~

乱拍

2009-12-08T18:36:00.003+08:00

嗯...没什么事做

就拍照咯..

都是之前拍的..

今天就放上来了~

第一弹

堂姐的儿子

之前有放过他的照片

他超可爱的

手上的winnie就是他的北鼻

和他一样可爱哈哈

眼睛大大的

很可爱吧? 哈哈

第二弹

我

没有样子

只想让把我的自然卷拍下来

呵呵..

好啦..

来个侧脸..

主角是卷发.

第三弹

我的新手表

成熟稳重.

而且大大的

容易看阿..

蒙蒙的感觉..

近拍.

哎我的相机拍近物才那么好看.. T_______T

带在我的手上

请54我肉肉的手..

还有灯的噢 (⊙o⊙)

不错吧..

最后一弹

钢琴考试成绩(practical)

拿了很久

就拍一拍放上来了

没别的意思..

这个分数我很满意呢

呵呵..

那时候下雨.. 都湿了..

所以才变酱.. 心疼吖..

没想到..

2009-12-07T12:55:00.003+08:00

刚刚“用”完午餐

就上来写一篇~

为什么要用引号?

:S...我到现在还手抖..

没骗你!

------我是分割线------

我是个爱吃意大利面的人

很久之前就买了一包通心粉

(今天打字好慢手一直抖~)

看到截止日期快到

昨天特地到商场买鲜奶牛油

为了就是今天要自己煮来吃

食谱是产品上本来就有的

我照着来煮...

觉得没料很单调

我还加了新鲜的番茄和ham

刚开始煮酱料时候还觉得很香

因为牛油的香味~

(心里OS):哇,应该很好吃

可是!

当我加了通心粉的时候

里面还有些调味粉

一加进去就毁了

那个味道是...很奇怪的

哎...煮出来的时候

那个颜色大家想象下

就像没那么红的咖喱

嗯..气味是有点臭酸

我也不想浪费食物

可是我真的吃不下..

所以就吃了几口

妈看我那么辛苦

帮我吃了几口

也说不好吃

叫我扔了..

现在那味道还在厨房 ==

我应该拍下来的..

所以

我算是用过午餐了吗?

呵呵反正都吃不下了..

怎么会有这么难吃的东西?

我保证不是我的问题

应该不是啦

我都照着食谱啊`

哎...

好像饿了... (搔头

smile

2009-12-06T21:55:00.003+08:00

我又上来了哈哈

音乐还是没换到叻

真的是啊...

哎哟..

我现在有点不爽咯

哎...已经叫自己不要去想了

可是还是会想知道

看了听了

只会让自己难过.. ;(

就是她

让我有这种感觉

我也不懂原因

我这种XX心态

很讨厌...

为什么?

他做什么事情

我都看不顺眼

很想讲出来

最后坏人一定是我==

who cares?

反正又不是第一次 (冷笑

天啊~

幸好那天走的快 (擦汗

多呆0.000000001秒

都会要了我的命!

有谁的想法和我一样吗?

呵呵我是夸张了一点啦

总之和他在一起的感觉

跟和你们一起的感觉

不同...

后者比较放松

真的!

我是喜欢说人是非 (我是八婆

可是也要看跟谁说

朋友圈里的都很纯洁

我意思是都很好人

很少说人是非

所以会不大敢跟他们说这些

因为..我介意别人对我的看法

任何一方面都很介意

所以我无法做到某某人的阔达

这点我承认甚至会很缩

往往就是这样

我做不到自己

要做真正的自己

对我来说

好难...

哎哟...最近不开心

如果你真的知道我在说谁

请不要怪我

我自己也不想有这种感觉

没有想跟他过不去

我也很努力要把那种感觉彻底清除

没有任何一丝不妥 + 不舒服

多好~

可是就是做不到...

...

2009-12-05T17:35:00.002+08:00

本来心情不错的

现在被搞砸了

也不懂什么事情

就算心情不好

也不用一直抓人来骂吧..

说什么都被你针对

好无奈... =.=

说点开心的

昨晚下载了

搜狗打字器

蛮好用的噢

而且皮肤可以一直换

现在无时无刻都能看到在在了

哈哈 ^^

我是有打算每天在这里都写一篇啦

不管写些什么都好

就算每篇都是 fan post

都没关系毕竟没什么人会来

朋友之间很多只知道我的space

这里嘛...

只有一些懂

放在那里感觉没那么好..

嗯我是酱觉得啦

大家要常来噢~

呵呵...

哦对

我说要换音乐

简直忘了 O(∩_∩)O哈哈~

现在就去弄

大家有什么好听歌曲要建议

就跟我说吧什么类型都行

看到我在就告诉我哦

谢谢！

嘻嘻

再加一点东西

今天我又买了epop

是被封面吸引的

《原来是美男》

买了回去才知道

这一期的海报是刘力扬和....

东方神起！

照片是2010 calender

好像是日本版的嗯. 应该是

五子都好好看！

在中在发亮 blingbling~

吼~

我家堆了好高的epop ==

random.

2009-12-04T16:38:00.002+08:00

从早上开始心就一直不安

唉成绩大概快出吧？

历史地理凶多吉少阿

...close topic

嗯我做了对的选择

所以没必要后悔

虽然偶尔会卡卡的

但都没关系

大家觉得我现在blog的衣服怎样？

有点想换掉

可是又不大舍得..

毕竟用了很久

而且花了点心思..

我觉得自己还蛮感性 + 念旧的

音乐也要换掉

可是还是很好听

大爱 C.M.H

这篇好乱

十足我的心情

Stand By U

2009-12-03T20:40:00.004+08:00

看了昨天的FNS.
感觉好多了

本来截了些图

不懂什么事放不上来

所以放了视频URL

>这里<

听rainy blue的时候

就觉得很熟悉

啊啊~原来张学友翻唱过

日本音乐时常被翻唱阿...

東方神起は私たちが守る

2009-12-02T12:48:00.000+08:00

「東方神起は私たちが守る」

私たちは、ユノ、ジェジュン、ユチョン、ジュンス、チャンミンの５人である東方神起を応援し、永遠にこの5人と共にすることを誓って署名します。

１．SMと東方神起メンバーは、今回のことについて誠実に話し合い、現　　　　　
　　在の東方神起を存続させることを要求する。

２．私たちが待っているのは、「ユノ、ジェジュン、ユチョン、ジュンス、
　　チャンミン５人の東方神起」であることを忘れないことを要求する。

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　～愛する東方神起のファン一同

「同意します」　　赖凯欣

中文 :

「東方神起由我們來守護」

我們發誓, 為允浩、在中、有天、俊秀、昌珉五人的東方神起應援, 永遠和這五人站在一起

1. 我們要求SM跟東方神起成員, 為這次的事情誠實的對談, 讓現在的東方神起能夠存續下去
2. 我們要求, 不要忘記我們所等待的是由允浩、在中、有天、俊秀、昌珉五人組成的東方神起

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　 ~~愛的東方神起飯全員

署名 : 赖凯欣同意

I love K-drama!

2009-11-06T21:15:00.012+08:00

OMG! I'm totally getting crazy now. How can this episode end in this situation???? Ohh I really can't wait for the next episode.

This drama is So Awesome~ * thumbs up!

Haha... chingu, quickly go and watch it. I bet you will love it! I'm breathless now. Don't know what to say. Arghhh. Taekkyung, Jeremy, Shinwoo, I love you all. And Mi nam ah, confess to Tk asap. =)

Pig-rabbit is love <3

Sexy Chest!!!!

Ok. Finally.
My love for Jang Keun Suk and Park Shin Hye.
Ahh. both of them are so cute!!

You' re beautiful

2009-10-16T22:56:00.004+08:00

OMG. Watched You're Beautiful episode 4 just now and it was AWESOME!!! Especially the last part. How should I say??

Okay. pictures will explain.

She cried.

Taek Kyung noticed her.

He knew he can't leave her alone.

He hugged her!!!

He looked sad )=

And Jeremy was so shocked.

Ok. can't wait for the next episode. Ep 5 will come out on next wednesday.... awwww

The OSTs are very nice too!!!

desparate.

2009-09-21T22:20:00.002+08:00

Ok. Raya break now. All of them are going to Bukit Tinggi and not back yet. Yes, I stayed at home lonely today. No mood for studying UEC Maths despite there's no much time left =)

Yesterday was a good day compared with today. have nice lunch and my love-sushi and sashimi for dinner, the main point is it's free. BUT what I have today? bread and instant noodle. Because I didn't go Bk Tinggi with them. I dont want to go there, no reason. Just dont want.

I like to talk. but I turn to a quiet person when I face them. Maybe they are too much talkative than me or the way they communicate is a big different. What a feeling.

Trails is going to end. Everyone asking me my result. What should I say?
Feel like they expected me to get a good result. and they always said I'm stressful in my studying. But actually I didn't. I didn't study everyday. I didn't put that much effort of they thought. I even DONT have the confident to get 6As. It's true. I'm worse than before.

A-H-H. I'm not gonna think about it anymore. perhaps.

Always Keep The Faith.

2009-09-05T22:59:00.005+08:00

Still remember it's after Sport's Day. See it? the mark below my eyebag. I wore specs and it became like this. ==

<3.
Compares to mine, pictures below are bigger since it's sexier. Get prepare your tissues.
See? nipple? OMG. who's bleeding?

Here's come Yuchun. Just showed a little..
Yuchun: "I'll just show for my candy junsu while I back home.."

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH.

2009-08-03T21:45:00.002+08:00

Dead blog. I damn sure there was no one came here. =))

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH.
Chunnie said this and now this had been spread all over the world. Yeah fans will make it. I'll believe them, I should not be so shaking all day long and now I regret. They won't break up. That's what I want and I'm sure they will last forever.

TVXQ, all the best and I will support you =)

190709

2009-07-19T20:41:00.002+08:00

Arghhh. what's the feeling? I'm always saying that you are much more lucky than me. It's true and I think you are blessed all the time. yeah~ full of jealousy sometimes. I cant make it. Why there's so much difference between us? There's been many times.. and smiles can't do anything. If I be the one who doing that. Who will care of me and stay with me? Oh god.. I'm so sad now. No one can help...

Actually I dont even know what I'm caring about right now. Nothing's going wrong but myself. Tears rolling and rolling. wtf I'm so weak. So Unbalance!!! I wanna shout out loud!!!! Everything is not fair at all!!! WHY!!!!!???

Yes, I hate you. Maybe. That's why I'm writing here and in English. There's no need to guess who I'm writing. If you think it's you, then it's you LOL.

No, I'm not gonna show what I'm feeling. I'll be friend with you so dont worry.. But it's more dangerous, isn't it?? You won't know when I'm gonna make you fall into the trap. Yes I'm evil. I wanna be more and more evil than I can. I want to revenge.

Do you still remember that? Oh yea. What can you do and you know is just making fun and having fun. You dont even take any care of my feeling. I guess I'm too foolish to cry for it. Oh my tears wasted!! I dont think I need to think of you anymore. Just do what I want to do and it's all fine. You bastard.

Sorry of being rude but I dont think I'm wrong. I'm sensitive all the time. When I said "It's ok, I dont really mind", would you think that I'm saying the truth? =) You wont know what I'm thinking in my deep heart. So please make sure what you are saying and what you are involve with. Dont offend me. You can be angry and I can also. It's just the problem of I want or not.

Ok. The End. This post ended but the story will never end..

Extreme

2009-07-05T19:35:00.004+08:00

yeah! we'll start schooling tomorrow! Thanks to H1N1 that made me have a week holiday. Errr..anyway, Hope that everyone who suffering from this disease can get well soon! ^^

Listening to TVXQ's JigeumChorom. Its an old song..but who cares?? I Love it so much!! more than you imagine..*smile.

And yeah..Boys had just finished their Tokyo Dome and i think it's a nice and Breath taking performance. You know what?? Only Big stars like ayumi hamazaki, smap, and somemore famous one can held a concert here. As a foreign singer. my boys did it! yeah My boys. Of couse they worked so hard! When they hurt themselves, how sad will cassies feel?? so please take care yourselves boys. =D

watched the 3rd live tour in japan. not the full version. Just a short one. Buy Im totally...WOW!! If. I say if they come to Malaysia for their Mirotic concert, I must go. So, guys please come to Malaysia and earn Ringgit~

Holiday rocks!

2009-04-04T18:01:00.003+08:00

last time I said Dbsk's Dont say goodbye damn nice right?
Now, here's the lyric.

Don't Say Goodbye - DongBangShinKi

I cant read your feelings since you try not to meet eyes with me,
Because I feel like a lost child, I just wait

Truthfully, I know what youre going to say,
But I can feel that its not your whole heart; your tears tell me

Dont say goodbye,
I can hear your heart telling me not to let go of your hands,
I can hear you heart; You still just want me,
You cant hide it, you cant lie

I wont allow it - your lie of wanting to separate,
Look in my eyes and tell me,
Its notits not the truth

Dont say goodbye,
I can hear your heart telling me not to let go of your hands,
I can hear your heart; Even if the world turns its back on us; Even if its a painful love,
You are my love, you are my soul

Dont say goodbye, dont leave me now,
The promises weve shared is everything to me

Dont say goodbye, you are my everything to me,
My tired days only look for you,
Like a pond which wont dry, Ill love you,
You are my love, you are my soul

Dont say goodbye, you are the only one for me,
As if nothing has happened, if today passes,
Lets not let go of each other, and well make it through,
Cause you are my everything to me
Cause you are my everything to me

So meaningful. Eventhough I don't have a lover. But I really can feel what someone's feeling when she/he broke with her/his girl/boyfriend. Love makes us look like a lost child. I know everyone agree it. But sometimes I would like to be lost.

You are just everything to me. Not enough courage to tell. I'll just keep it. =)

Dont say goodbye

2009-04-01T19:56:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to Mei Sean!
I love you Darling! =D

I know today is April Fool but believe it, it my friend's birthday today. It's real! So come on let's us wish her a superduperhyper happy exciting birthday. She got lots of presents today. =) And she likes mine so much! hahahh I'm so happy.

Dbsk's Dont say goodbye is so nice. keeps beating my soul... wow I mean so touching. T__T

And take a look of this video. It the Hope Concert in Gwangju. Jaejoong almost cry! Oh my poor boy. his tears rolling rolling and rolling. & you can see he took few deep breath to control his tears and calm down.. I almost cry.

I love F4 .

2009-03-17T18:39:00.007+08:00

Holiday! Exam's over and I dont wanna talk about it. =(

Watching Hana Yori Dango . now episode 20 so not bad huhh ! =D

Nice, isn't it? I wish I'm the star, that can't leave the moon.

I wish jandi and junpyo can be together but I wish jihoo can be with his lover too. He's been alone for a long time. Aww~ who will gonna be the couple?

some said jandi will die.. her nose always bleeding. But it Can't Be! I dont want jandi die. I want her be with junpyo. then how about jihoo? ahhhhh confusing!!

Dont know which episode the characters fell into depress mode. junpyo, jandi, jihoo, yijung, gaeul. They cried ! ahh my heart so pain!

hyun joong had a new hairstyle now ! Looks younger and so cute right? haha.. Alike with jaejoong. but Fans won't get mad because all of us know they are good friends ! =)

oppa, sing for me.

2009-02-13T22:03:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me!!

Two hours to go...

Thanks shulee~

2009-02-09T14:50:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyo. I got an award from shulee!

I'm so happy for this!
And now,
I wanna give this such cute award to some person.

1. Shulee
2.Chinvoon
3.Livern
4.Xinhai
5.Jene

Winners above:
If you saw this. and if you're willing to, Please kindly spread it to the blogs that you think it's cute or nice. Max ten people. =)

right bottom

2009-02-09T14:43:00.003+08:00

A new post finally. Decided to add a photo of jaejoong long time ago, but get confused with the html code. At last I sucess! Still can say it's simple but not so drab.

five days more to my birthday!

make me dissapointed.

Bolero

2009-02-01T14:31:00.003+08:00

Searched Bolero piano version just now. I found one amazing! She done it by ear! You must listen to it!

||Bolero.

Oh god. Nice right? Fell in love with Bolero. I think I should watch this movie. It'll be in cinema on 20 march 2009 in Japan. It's about a young girl and her ballad life..something like that.

I love movie

2009-01-31T20:30:00.002+08:00

Just watched the movie All's Well End's Well with family. How was it? Overall not bad. quite funny larhh. =)

Nothing to say. Go watch family outing bye. *wave

purple line!

2009-01-30T19:15:00.002+08:00

Went Popular bookstore today. Guess what I saw? OMG. Plenty of TVXQ albumS. version C is there too! It's around rm40++ , more cheaper than I expect. Next time I'll bring along my money and of course take it back! But if it's a present for me...Wow what a wonderful! Hmm. never noticed Bolero lehh..

Valentine's Day approaching. It's my birthday and I'm so happy lol. Good news good new! The party is 75% CAN HELD! Yoyo friends, get prepared and we are going to have a Crazy party!!! Still planning what games to play... give me suggestions and thanks =) Yeah.. whoever wanna come to my party can just contact me. Know my phone number right? Don't forget to bring along your present for me. hahahh...

H C N Y <3

2009-01-29T22:06:00.015+08:00

GONGXIFACHAI

.Captured these decorated things outside my house.

Hi everyone. I'm just back from Ipoh in the evening. Went there for two days since da nian chu er so yeah no internet there. No, I mean no chance to online. :( Cause cousins can't stop dota-ing...speechless right?

Pictures below. Enjoy it... =)

Time Square! But not going to shop lol.

We reached Ipoh!

The sky.

Teacher said no gamling so we just played mahjong. Mentioned 'play' so no money on the table.

From the left: Hengheng, Xianxian, Khailing.

Khailing and me. Ignore me please.

Cute Khailing! I hearts her so much! <3

Way back to KL. Accidently captured BMW! wow. ==

It's raining on the highway.

Tweety tweety!

Rain stopped.

----- cut cut cut -----

Miss dongbangshinki so much. I have been two days never heard of them. Ahhh~ see how deep I love them hahahh!

Love never gone.

I love you.

2009-01-26T00:03:00.003+08:00

Yoyoyo. Clock just ticked at 12 and it's Chinese New Year now!! Of course it's Jae Joong's birthday too! such a big day so yeah I wish him a happy birthday. hmm.. I know these days I wish him everyday. You know.. I really heart him mahh.. Hahahh.. once a year.. So just let me say something to him ok?

To Kim Jae Joong:

Firstly, Happy birthday to Jaejoong oppa! It's your 23th birthday today. It just start so hope you can enjoy your birthday by receiving fans' wishes and it'll be a party for you right? I think your team mates will make you one. =)

Stay happy always and remember to rest if you feel tired. Take care of yourself and your voice is amazing so it's essential to protect it! I know you guys MAYBE come to m'sia this year for your concert. I want to go! But there's parts of problem make it more difficult... I'm so sad you know? And yeah, I'm keeping money too for your japan 4th album.

Last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

happy *cow year.

2009-01-24T21:35:00.009+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

Oh friends.. Yes I know, long time no blog alr. Now it's CNY so I wanna wish you all a full of cherish, surprise, ... Brand New Year!

AND don't forget! It's my man, Kim Jaejoong-ie's birthday on 26th of jan! So come on let us wish him a super duper hyper happy birthday too! hahahh..

OMG! They are so cute. Yes, I saw you nodded. =)

--------

Yunho

--------

Changmin

--------

Yuchun

--------

Junsu.

--------

Here comes my man. *shy + scream

Jaejoong!

2009-01-17T22:16:00.009+08:00

I want a party on my birthday!
I can even say that I need it.
It's essential!

I want games. Just like Super Trio Supreme!
Those games so yeng man! especially jit gei lim!
So ci gek! Ahaha..
& my birthday is on Saturday.
So it's possible to have one. =)
I'm in high mood now.
However.
exam is coming. and don't know my friends will come anot.
So..just wait till time before the day.
Then I'll confirm again with my parents and friends.
Hope it'll come true! <3

ILOVEPARTY

Ohmygod！

2009-01-04T17:12:00.003+08:00

School life start tomorrow!
I'm nervous without reason.
Will less online.

Target: 16 A's in both PMR and UEC
I know it's impossible.==

Vacation in M'sia?

2009-01-02T21:02:00.002+08:00

Hoo-ray!!!
Don't know why, I'm kinda happy while reading the thread about ：

DBSK will get 10++ days to rest.

Finally! They can have a holiday. Wow, maybe SM entertainment just read my last post. just imagine...hahahh..

Anyway! I'm really happy about this! Oppa needa work harder after this holiday to prepare their concert in Japan. So... will JJ or other members come to malaysia? yayayahhhhhhh! ignore me.

I still support you. no matter what.

2009-01-02T15:05:00.004+08:00

School's gonna reopen on 5 jan. time flies! Form three this year and need to sit for examssssss. *wth. Exams sucks and I relly hate it! btw, I can see my friends. Miss you guys lot! <3 DBSK attended TBS CDTV yesterday. What make me sad is they looks so tired! You can feel it through their voice...

click >hERE<.

Can't blame them actually... They tried their best in every performance but I think they must be exhausted. Flying over Korea and Japan daily these days. yeah. poor man :'( They must be tired and need to rest well. Mr. manager, please let them have a holiday. They really work hard and deserve it!

Keeping money for their 5th album. Don't know when will it come out but I'll just wait. patiently..Ohh but will my mum let me buy it? a-r-w-w-w-w-w.

you complete me.

2008-12-31T19:03:00.002+08:00

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!
just watched NHK year-end special!!!
Dongbangshinki performed two songs.
Purple Line and Doushite.
I watch it live!!!!
5 handsome guys with white suits.

new year wish for all of my friends.
May god bless you.
Happy 2009!!

JoongBo the BEST!

2008-12-30T22:42:00.016+08:00

CONGRATULATION!

Ssangchu couple won

The Best Couple Award
@

MBC Entertainment Awards!

here are the videos.

They Won!

Their performance!

Bolero.

2008-12-29T19:12:00.006+08:00

There's a dinner for my cousin's birthday that I mentioned during the last post right? We continued the party at aunt house till 3a.m. It's so fun playing with the lucky dice so stayed overnight. But mummy and daddy back. Drank lots of alcohol but din drunk, hermm...quite high. Whisky and tequila. 40% punya tequila without adding water. cool man!

Bolero mv. enjoy it!

under my skin.

2008-12-28T16:26:00.005+08:00

Just viewed the pictures of 5th annivesary party on tvxqfamily. Kjj clipped his hair! Just like this:

cute right? :D

You guys know what? year 09's Chinese New Year will be on 26 jan. KJJ fans will know about it. It's his birthday! yayyyyyyyyy! Then, year 10's CNY is on My Birthday, 14 Feb!!! I'm so happy with it when meisean told me that my birthday is on this such big day.

Went to shop last night to find cheap stuff. P.A sales now. really cheap man. up to 70%!!! bought three shirts for just rm60++ Just now went there again and mom bought the same singlet but in different colour. Wheeeeee, I love to shop.

Everytime I will be sleepy after wearing my lens. But this time...haha, it's like wearing nothing. Improved! Try to buy colour lens. Red on my left & yellow on my right. I'm a weirdo >____< .

Cousin's birthday today and all of us gonna celebrate it at the restaurant. Don't like this kind of gathering. Can't say it's a waste of time but..kinda boring. yeah. so I'll just try to find someone sms with me. LOL.

My Devil's Ride

2008-12-25T20:39:00.007+08:00

New skin again? Hahha. Not totally. self-designed the header, add border. Yeapp.^^ As you all see what's on the header, Tomorrow, 261208 is Dongbangshinki's 5th Annivesary! Congrats! *clap clap*

They debuted since 03 and five years gone. They changed alot. Cut their hair. their skills improved. more mature. They left Korea for 1 year 7 months and brought back their latest album, Mirotic. The best album of the year, the best songs, the best artists, the best selling!

I hearts Jaejoong the most. He is very talented. He is good in composing songs. His voice is amazing. &now. Fans are waiting for his first drama. He is just born to be a STAR.

# Heaven's Postman#
Starring: Kim Jaejoong, Han Hyojoo

Happy 5th Annivesary! Dongbangshinki, You Are The Best!

Don't say goodbye.

2008-12-25T15:51:00.007+08:00

M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S !

jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle all the way...

&a happy new year!

funny one.

my hubby in [Hana Yori Dango]!

2008-12-20T20:21:00.005+08:00

The Korean adaptation of popular Japanese manga Hana Yori Dango, Boys Before Flower. Will be shown in Korea start from 5 jan 09!

From left.
Kim Joon as Song Woo Bin (Akira Mimasaka)
Kim Bum as So Yi Jung (Sojiroh Nishikado)
Lee Min Ho as Goo Joon Pyo (Domyouji Tsukasa)

Kim Hyun Joong as Yoon Ji Hoo (Rui Hanazawa)

Han Chae Young as Min Seo Hyun (Todo Shizuka)

Oh-yeah!! Hyun Joongie cast in this drama. & I'm totally can't wait to watch this!! Just hope that someone will upload this in YouTube.

The pretty leader from SS501, Kim Hyun Joong!

He had kiss scene in [Hana Yori Dango]! BUT not with his hwang bo buin... *sad. But nevermind. I'll just imagine there are Joongbo couple kissing when I watching it! ^^ Somemore is that I felt like Hyun Joong is the most good-looking among the F4. hahahh...

Fighting!

farewell. :'(

2008-12-20T16:40:00.004+08:00

Hi friends!

Christmas is approaching. So I decided to change my background.Any feelings? hahh.. I love the colour. Just comfortable.

Y-A-A-A-H-H-H!!!
I have nothing to say!

Cucumbers are delicious!

2008-12-18T21:23:00.003+08:00

I'm just can stop thinking of WGM. Especially Joongbo parts. I really love Hyunjoong's jealous moment! Hahh...

Yahh! Christmas coming. & santa claus is coming...to town!(sing it aloud.)

`Santa Claus Is Coming To Town. <3

Christmas wishes to all of my friends!
Christmas wished to Jaejoong, Junsu, Yunho, Changmin, Yoochun, Hyun Joong, & his beloved buin--Hwangbo!

That's all for today. continue my WGM!!!!!!! Byeeee~

mark on face is love!

2008-12-17T21:53:00.004+08:00

Just watch We Got Married. Kiss scene again. *excited! This time Hb kissed Hj again. Hj was so cute when he keep chewing the ssangchu. A pink mark left on Hj face. It's just nice.

When they know it's the last ep. They seem so sad... and I can see that Hj wanna do whatever he can for his buin. Hb got a wound when they having the race, Hj went to buy medicine. Just for his wife. It's so sweet, isn't it? I think Hb can feel his ♥.

And they said 'I love you' to each other lastly. So. The love about them not yet end. Hahh. I can watch more now!

Both of them fall asleep after the games on the beach.

Kimhyunjoong + Hwangbo = ♥

2008-12-16T22:38:00.004+08:00

Oh! I caught a mosquito just now. and a lot of blood. :'( my blood...

[we got married] is extremely nice! Still got 10++ ep to finish. Is there any part two? Or will them really fall in love each other? Looking forwad!! the age is not the prob. Just ignore it if you think i'm talking nonsense...==

OK. Good night. 2 posts for today. Good job! Yan!

movie time!

2008-12-16T21:22:00.003+08:00

Mum and dad just back from pasar malam. & they bought back [Cape No.7]!!!! tried it and it's totally clear!!! pasar malam things don't seem bad.

Wanjing gonna straighten her hair. It sway my mind. *h-e-r-m-m. What you guys think if I go straighten mine? Just leave a comment on the tagboard. Please..& thanks *winks

actually I don't think that my hair is not long. I can simply touch it from the back by myself. (so? is it means ..? whatever larhh.==)But when I tie it up, it seems like if I put it down. It looks NOT LONG at all! *irritated So, I really had think about it. Think about to change my hair into straight. very straight!

I'll think about it.　

Sa-rang-he-yo ♥

2008-12-15T19:34:00.008+08:00

Happy Birthday To
Kim JunSu

It's your 22nd birthday today.
Stay happy and cute,
My Baby. <3

Attraction

2008-12-14T23:10:00.008+08:00

Meet my Boys. *shy . winks*

Let me introduce.
the left one is Hero Kim Jae Joong from Dongbangshinki.
the right one is Kim Hyun Joong from SS501.
They are good friends! : D
Both of them handsome right?
hahahh.. They are so cute.<3

I wanna be shopaholic!

2008-12-14T20:04:00.005+08:00

Everywhere SALES now!!!!

Went Mid valley today with mum and aunt today. Bought Diesel shirt and Ex sling bag. Both of them are white. Yeapp. I love white. simple is the BEST <3. My bag is quite big. Can even put in a new born baby! Finding accessories to hang on my bag. ABAP! >>as big as possible.

2008-12-12T22:18:00.007+08:00

Hi friends :p

[We got married] is extremely nice! Kim Hyun Joong vs Hwang Bo part. Oh..it's really funny! hahahh. I can only say that he's so cute and adorable. OK. This video is about artists that married and live together for some weeks I think. But it's not REAL. They are just acting.

Kim saw the white apron and said that: 'when I saw white stuff like this, I'll gonna sign it on.' HAHA. He is an idol and this is his occupational disease..! :D

And some more. He said he don't like to go to the beach. & the reason is that there's sharks in the sea!

He's always doing something seriously and it looks so funny and adorable.

Korean boys are so cute!

omg. Getting more and more fangirl posts here. But I have no idea of it. This holiday is kinda boring!!!!

2008-12-11T20:56:00.003+08:00

I'm back. Actually reached yesterday night but it's too late so my bro and I stayed at aunt's house one more night.^^

Genting is so nice. The weather is not so cold and I tahan till 2 or 3 pm baru pakai jacket. It rained at the afternoon so we stopped the outdoor games for some time. Then the mists gone and we continued! I love corkscrew and the space shot! 'ci gek' man! Can't stop shouting and don't dare to open my eyes. hahahh.. I like spinner too. You can feel the wind. Just like flying. *whoo~*

Somemore somemore.. I wanna try more thrill rides! Next holiday. We go there again :p I took some pictures but it's not in my camera. So...

Genting tomorrow!

2008-12-09T16:53:00.003+08:00

yes. I know these days keep raining and the weather is cold enough. BUT I'll go Genting tomorrow! yaaaay! Going there with my aunts and cousins. Mum and dad never go along :'( Later my aunt will come and fetch me to her home to stay 1 night. The bus will leave at 8 am so we have to wake up early tomorrow!

It's alr about one year I never been for Genting. Long time right?

omg. It's raining now AGAIN. quite worry for the weather.. I want to play outdoor games. I checked Genting's weather. morning no rain, afternoon rain, night no rain. max temp. 24, min temp. 17. Bad news or good news? ohh. I want sunny day. sunny sunny please...

Thanks Shulee for the template.

2008-12-08T21:58:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU
SHU LEE
**************************

Yeapp :D. As you all see, I changed my template. Thanks shu lee. There won't be anyone who share the same template with me now. It's the only IN THE WORLD!!! No html anymore. xml is more convenient and easy! Anyway it's just my view.

OMG!!!! I saw someone today and he looks like jaejoong. but OF COURSE joongie is more handsome than him. Ahaha <3

Holidays are too boring. So I have to set up my timetable. A nice one will be good. :) Hermm... I'll go somewhere tomorrow. DONT MISS ME YEAH.

WISH to get a ver. A or B or C or D .

2008-12-05T22:09:00.003+08:00

Long time no see friends, so much dust here. =='

Got my blogsong changed for a long time alr. but what I wanna say is Joongie's voice is so touching. His trot skill is so good. Perfect! haha... *fangirl scream*

There's mirotic version. D now. Ohmygod! how many version will there are? I want it I want it but it's not cheap i think. anyway, I'm willing to receive it as my 'early' birthday present. HAHA! Actually you guys can 'gap fan'. I won't mind lar.. I'm serious. OK?

2008-11-23T18:58:00.001+08:00

YEAH!
I got my contact lens !!
finally...

2008-11-22T22:15:00.004+08:00

OMG!
see my pimple!!!

TV showing <2008> now.
Malaysia's music R-A-W-K-S!

2008-11-22T16:33:00.000+08:00

I want my
CONTACT LENS!

2008-11-20T14:11:00.007+08:00

Heyy! holidays are so boring right?

I've captured some photos of the baby in my house.

He LOOKS CUTE!

Picture of the Day!

Mum and Calvin! :D

My lunch

2008-11-18T17:32:00.003+08:00

See it? yeapp. It's my lunch today. Although it's almost dinner time, I still post this up. yummy~right? :D

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10 minutes later...

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I finished it! Delicious...

DBSK fighting!

2008-11-17T10:26:00.007+08:00

Topic of The Day:

CHEERS! DBSK won 5 awards in MKMF!

I know I know. It's been a super duper long time I never come here. So...come on, let me blow off some dust. :]

OK. I'm in holiday now. I've promised myself to study because of the PMR next year. But...it's already passed a week but I did NOTHING. omg I want full A's!

There's red dots on my hands and it makes me scratch on it non-stop. Doctor said, it's skin allergies. Mum told me stop scratching my hands and legs but it's too itchy! I can't control myself! omg.

let's FIGHT.

2008-07-22T17:30:00.002+08:00

Our J2A's mini concert is approaching. It's on 8/8/2008. same with the Beijing Olympic. Everyone working hard on it. Practising, designing cards, making arrangement to rent the classes... So, we must hang together, I'm sure we can perform very well on that day. =)
J2A, FIGHTING!

Miss the ex-science teacher so much. The current one was the scum of the earth last time. He's getting better now, all of us can feel his effort. Unfortunately, I can almost fall asleep while listening him teaching. I prefer chit-chating with my friends more than paying attention on his teaching. Trying to look for science tuition but lazy to go tuition. lol..what a feeling!?

..

2008-07-15T19:02:00.011+08:00

i took the pictures below during tuition class.
teacher never realized it. =)

waiying's and mine.

maths. quite easy for me.

my stuff.

I love yoga LinYoujia.

it's spinning! rapidly.

waiying's bf gave her this.
to attack the abnormal =D

people from other countries.
teacher's kindergarten's children done it.

it's 10 p.m. now.
class OVER!
horray..haha

tomorrow is sport's day.
took part in rope skipping.
no text books, no teachers complaining...
looking foward...
will be good!=)

2008-06-21T17:53:00.001+08:00

long time no blog. Do you all miss me? yea, i'm sure you do! =D
Today's Parents' Day. My mom went with me and we reached there about 7.25 a.m. It start at 7.30 so we expect that there were not so crowd. we got number 15 and we've been waited for almost one and a half hours! such a nuisance. those parents were talking non-stop and make me have a mind to ask if she is thirsty or not. some chats were almost 20 minutes and even overtime.

And something offended me today. Don't ask cause i'm not willing to talk about it anymore. Wondering whether am I a sod? or just the one who make you all feel like 'yucks'? T^T

Our J2A performance is getting nearer. So we have to start our practice tomorrow. Hope that everyone can reach in time and try their best. although it's just a dummy run, we have to take it as a serious matter. PRACTISEＳ MAKE　ＰＥＲＦＥＣＴ！

out for dinner now, bye-bye!=)

Tagged. ?

2008-06-05T10:02:00.003+08:00

Name 20 people which you can think now.
Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people.

1. Livern
2. Wanjing
3. Meisean
4. Luolin
5. Cheeyung
6. Huiping
7. Huieu
8. Shulee
9. Fungyoong
10. Peiyee
11. Chinvoon
12. Jinying
13. Laupwu
14. Meiwan
15. Haolim
16. Khaileng
17. Suhanya
18. Waiying
19. Andypoh
20. Joanne
How did you meet 14 ? (Meiwan)
We were in the same class since kindergarten until primary schl.

What will you do if you never meet 1 ? (Livern)
life will become insipid

What if 9 & 20 are dated ? (Fungyoong & Joanne)
erm..when they become lesbian.=;=

Will 6 and 17 date ? (Huiping & Suhanya)
God knows.

Describe 3. (Meisean)
crazy and cute?

Is 8 attractive ? (Shulee)
just for boys.

Describe 7. (Huieu)
Stylish. mature

Do you know any of 12's family member ? (Jinying)
yin zhe. her brother.

What will you do if 18 confesses that he/she likes you? (Waiying)
refuse.

What language does 15 speaks ? (Haolim)
Mandarin.

Who is 9 going out with ? (Fungyoong)
her besties. haolim, khaileng or chen yee.

How old is 16 ? (Khaileng)
14 :D

Who's is 2's favourite band/singer ? (Wanjing)
Jolin Tsai. sexy babe!

Would you ever date 4? (Luolin)
nope.

Would you date 1 ? (Livern)
yup.

Is 19 single? (andypoh)
Think so.

What's 10's last name ? (Peiyee)
TAN.

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11? (Chinvoon)
NO.

School of 3? (Meisean)
TsunjinHighschl

Where does 16 lives? (Khaileng)
Ampang?

What is the favourite thing of 5? (Cheeyung)
... she didn't told me before.

Have you ever seen 2 naked? (Wanjing)
Nop. but i am willing to see :x

5 LUCKYDRAWERS TO DO THIS QUIZ:

..?
..?
..?
..?
..?

tagged by: Livern

bla bla//

2008-06-04T11:04:00.003+08:00

read their blogs. Everyone seem like have their gathering and trip with friends and family. they have a NICE holiday! yea. i had before. But our communication were not 'harmony' at all. Boys playing their own. Girls chit-chating their own. oh-ya. another two girls more, just SMS with their friends NON-STOP. It's ok. I saw shu li. & we took picture, in the last last post. I think I've mention last time right? =)

currently listen to 郭静-下一个天亮
it's lyric similar to my feeling.
& i love the singer. her voice is so persuasive and articulable.

用起伏的背影挡住哭泣的心
有些故事不必说给每个人听
许多眼睛看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见那个自己

用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
]和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

speechless

2008-06-03T09:50:00.002+08:00

now is alr 9.50 AM!.. my holiday left 5 days.. my homework haven't done yet, and my plan, haven't achieve the target yet. everything seems like unfavorable. I'm getting mad and disappoint. I've meet up with this stuff for many timesss. & The conclusion is.. FEMALES are CHANGEABLE. this is the only best description for them. What can I say? maybe just keep quiet and a smile.

asmilemeansnothing.

TAGged

2008-06-02T10:22:00.006+08:00

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
hmm..let's break up

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
come true come true..

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
maybe in a pink church, pink bench,...everything in PINK!

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
...

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
depends lar.. but i prefer handsome one...

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved..

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
don't know.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
just give up and.. CURSE them (devil me :p)

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Sichuan's earthquake

#11 is being tagged fun?
yea, when i'm bored

#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
won't hope too much.

#13 who are currently the most important people to you?
friends, family =)

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is？
fribble.. but they're cute too. buddies..

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
It's doesn't matter that we're rich or poor. it'll be enough we love each other.

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
blame..why time goes so fast?!

#17 would you give all in a relationship?
no.

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
hmm..god knows

#19 what type of friends do you like?
who owns true friendship with me =)

#20 what type of friends do you dislike?
always acting...dok bui Z...

tagged by : Lim Li Vern.

tag 8 people for this :
not going to tag anyone. but u can just take it if you like. =D

happy holiday..

2008-05-28T11:20:00.006+08:00

my life damn boring. plan to shop with friends. looking forward. =)
back to school tomorrow. not because of debate. but our music show..
yeah. they go 'yang guang' after that. but it's too far for me. confusing.
some photoS。

look weird.

shu li>me

holiday..

2008-05-23T17:33:00.002+08:00

Actually. I don't know what our situation now.
'friends'? 'enemy'? -whatever-
she even never wait and went alone by herself.
but i don't think it's my problem. i never said that it's her problem. k?
I just can't understand. I THINK she knew what are we annoying about.
but just??
anyway, let's close this topic.

Talk something happy.
Guess?
Yea! HOLIDAY~ two weeks time for me to far far away from school..stress place.
planning to go to siewchui's house. i think it will be fun. =)

...

2008-05-21T22:25:00.002+08:00

actually. i don't know what can i do now.
she said she wanna change school. her mum told her to do so.
i realized that:
a true friend will ignore what her/his friend did wrong, they are forever friend.

wtf***

2008-05-21T18:43:00.002+08:00

heHEH, never failed my sejarah..
luckily~
=)

today,I'm emotional. I scolded two people without reason. regret now...I'm sorry, guys. VERY bad mood. all of you are damn SHIT!! hate you all. hate school. their English papers are damn easy comparing with us one. NOT FAIR. I'm super duper unsatisfied with my english mark... We are different level and take the different paper. Then how can we compare our marks with those pre-inter students? yeah, they got the high marks and the sparkle 'A'.SO?! their papers are even easier than our last year pre-inter's paper...but. they don't believe us.they just think that we are 'chuan' and blaming them as we can't get high marks...wtf**

If someone who is in pre-inter and read this. must be angry with me. i know that. but it's a fact. it will be very unbalance to me if i never shout it out. just blame me if you want. do it lor. i don't care anything except my MARKS!!!

colourFUL

2008-05-19T21:22:00.003+08:00

backed from Times Square.
not with friends. but with families.
different feelings. =)
saw them.wow. TWO of them.
told my mum. And she was like...
'god.these teenagers..*speechless*'
mum said won't let me out with friends in times square.
GOD!! hate you la..
bought a shirt. from Nichii.
not the top brand. Top brand not my desires lolS.
it's doesn't matter. i love it.
9.35pm now.
i'm sleepy...
goodnight, Friends.
love you all...
have a nice dream.

not decided yet. wait for my answer,,K?

anti-party

2008-05-19T09:38:00.003+08:00

SMS-ing with huieu.
She ask me wanna go siewchui's house for party or not.

CONFUSING!!!

s-o-r-r-y

2008-05-17T17:24:00.002+08:00

Got my malay, science and english marks.
bad in malay. improved in my english. satisfied with my science.
What A Feeling?!
i won't give up. i will work harder. i wish.
someone told me something;;
she said many ppl hate me.
actually not totally HATE lar.
just 'bu shuang'
they said i'm 'chuan'
BUT,, did I?
if you hate me. or i did something wrong.
just say to me. i'll accept.
I won't be angry.
but i really don't like someone who 'tok bui zek'
that feeling really BAD!!
Anyway. I think we still FRIEND now.
and
"if i did or said something that hurt you lot.Forgive me.SORRY.."

bad mood.

2008-05-16T16:13:00.002+08:00

HooRay`!!
exam's over. & I'm FRee. whEE-- ;)
My best day had been destroyed by the two disgusting, fuck, barking dog!!!!
alway playing and chit-chating with their bit**!!!!
NOT FAIR!!!
please.Please.PLEASE
Don't smile at me please...SOO ugly =="
I promise myself
WONT TALKING WITH THEM
WONT SMILING AT THEM
WONT ASKING THEM ANYTHING
WONT THINKING OF THEM
WONT ANGRY WITH THEM
ANYMORE!!!!!

this would be the last time...
somemore
I don't know what am i angry-ing with..
just hate what their doing.talking about.
everything.
and their bit**
wont be my good friend
don't think you looks like a poor thing
& need other's to help you.
just the dog will do it.
we won't
do you know what u looks like?
just a bit**!!
a poor, fucking, disgusting dog's bit**
I know im rude now
but you deserve it.

will be fine.

2008-05-15T18:19:00.002+08:00

Yoyo.
tomorrow will be the last day of our exam.
WE'LL BE FREE!!
K.H & Maths.
~~gonna~~ read KH.
but MANY of them read and some memorize ==``
Maths...I'll do some exercise later
Bless Me.
thanks.

gathering is around.
deciding wanna go or not
confusing.....

overover

2008-05-13T20:53:00.002+08:00

just finish revising science. hmm...not so sure.
3 days left. exam WILL　ＯＶＥＲ!!
no mood for blogging.
my life is getting bored
N' one special enough for me to...know more yet//

someone,, you there?
U don't know me..&& me too.
=)

long time.

2008-05-12T22:04:00.002+08:00

com's prob has been occur since last month.
it's been a LONG time.[it's true . trust me]
but it's JUST OK now. just now,,
better now alr . ^^
tomorrow having chinese paper.
last time i got a good one.
but this time...NOT guarantee
need to memorize all those stuff. just like history =='
LUCK. u better stay beside me..don't go away please...

late alr..so sry abt it..

2008-04-10T19:00:00.002+08:00

We had our English class today.
Miss Ng never come. change to Mdm Rajesh.
She's nice. We had some games.
So funny to see Adrienne singing 'twinkle twinkle little star'
&& Livern's special catwalk. [don't blame me. please. ]
=)

I slept in the Math class.almost.
so confuse abt the xxxxx
haih... abit regret alr...

school's over but i no need to attend the 'debate class
Meisean, Khaileng, Fungyoong, Jinfund and I are having our competition
not going to get the prize but just ponteng=="

dislike it.really hate..

i think im not gonna continue it next year.i'll die

try to smile?

2008-04-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

'SMILE'
I smile...
but it didn't mean anything..IT WON'T
I just smile...
to cover my sadness...
I don't know what am I doing here.
Im just a weirdo...
I tried to be friend with you.
let you know my existence.
But i've do something rude to you.
sorry.
besides 'sorry',,
I don't know what can i say..
no mood.
no mood to talk.
no mood to laugh.

if you saw me, just ignore me. please//
if you saw me, just ignore me. please//

happy b'day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-07T18:47:00.002+08:00

Today's yukfun(how da spell?)'s b'day!!!
Fungyoong has bought a piece of cake for her...
It's coffee flav.[it's my fav. too~]
I've make a card to her also...very nice de...^^
During recess. we sang "birthday song" ...
AND she cried! can't imagine that a strong girl will cry...
so touching hor...

today's fucking fui...
duno why...
haih...

fool...

2008-04-01T16:20:00.003+08:00

Today is April Fool and it's Meisean's b'day too..

###
`happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to meisean,
happy birthday to you!`
###

first.
sorry cuz can't celebrate with you all today.
second.
Sorry cuz there's no any photo of her.
&& im lazy to pick it from friendster..
THAT'S ALL!!

somemore//
i've been fooled by my friendS today.
For N` timeS.
Anyway,,
I'm happy =)

My first time.

2008-03-31T17:53:00.003+08:00

Went sjk(c)chong kwo.
because of debate. THEIR competition.
I'm just the audience. quiet one.
THEY win. of course!!
Actually thinking to congrat them.
She's walking in front of me many times, it's just one word. -congratulation!-
but i dun dare to speak out.
all of them are trying their BEST in debate. THEYARETHEWINNER.
but I? Im just a MEMBER in this society.
not gonna help them to prepare the competition.
damn fui on that day. feel so lonely so hurt. & dun ask me why K??

Meisean and Livern went TS. I go along with them too.
but i told my parents that i have to stay at schl.
we walked there.
We discuss alot on friend && manymany.
had our lunch at Gasoline.
saw someone with her BF...swtswt*
`KL, should I keep this secret until WHEN??!
the food are delicious. cheese-baked seafood rice & cheese with chic-chop.
ILOVECHEESE!!

tomorrow is April fool alr. her birthday too!!
shall I buy her something??

2004

2008-03-28T18:49:00.002+08:00

i've been some times no blog D.
Livern said that my blogs are too short.
Hers one are soo long!
I've been a lil pengsan when i saw her blog...haha =))
BUT,
I think I can't afford those LONG BLOGS
My English de vocab and grammar are soo poor...
juz not like her...
[a lil jealous]
need work hard in my english!!!

20 of april. looking forward ..
It's Sunday and there's a activity
"qian ren yi shan xing"
We have to finish a long journey of 5km
I asked my mum.and she let me go!
perhaps my friends can go...
heard something funny from my friend,
last year. his sis had participated in this "yi shan xing"
when they're walking walking...they saw a KopiTiam
And they went in...
after having thier breakfast. just continue their journey.
=.-" zadao...

~~wouldthisbloglonger??~~

Bad bad...

2008-03-22T16:34:00.002+08:00

ooh...!! my result is getting worst... but luckily and happily. I can get in the hundreds =))

Study is more better n' important compare with playing computer all the dayS. I wish to study. but i can't..control myself. Yea. I'll try my best to score high in my next exam. IMUSTPASSWITHFLYINGCOLOURS!!!

tuition..day..

2008-03-20T16:13:00.003+08:00

Holiday. coz today is WHAT 'Mohamad b'day'..? Muslims celebrate it guaa. Even though today no school. I gt my tuition. Maths in English. know what?! I sat on the chair for almost 3 1/2 hourS! wth* It's a very Very VEry VERy VERY long TIME!!! actually there's a break lahrr.. We went to [100Yen] to buy icecream. There are three person and we bought two. we share it. not very sweet and i like it! those questions are not very difficult so i can finish it in time.Dad need to work on holiday -.- I walked home. It's extremely hot.

Wanjing sent me the sejarah project. I printed it out. there's TEN papers!! All are our workss. Ha-hA =)

17/3

2008-03-17T18:50:00.002+08:00

first day back to schl. some of my friends were surprised. coz of my hair lorh ;)
Huiping cut her long hair alr. ooh.. looks nice too!
nth special happened today..
haha...:DD

Then,,

bye bye !!!!!!!

new hair-style!!

2008-03-15T16:39:00.002+08:00

It's today. my cousin's WEDDING DAY! =) the couple .. jz NICE~

And, i think im gonna change my hairstyle lar. THEN. I went// xD
after my haircut. OH`` It's a ... how to say... Childish? Baby-Look? a-ha-Ha...
WHATEVER..I LIKE IT!!!

<3<3<3<3<3

random...

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2008-03-13T17:01:00.003+08:00

yayaa. ;) going to wanjing's house tomorrow. gotta finish our sejarah project. we haven start yet.
try to do it tomorrow. but sure cant finish it. just try our BEST//.

holiday is gonna finish. IHAVENDOANYTHING.

...no titile...

2008-03-11T10:59:00.003+08:00

Just washed my shoes. two pairs. lazy ma. :] Livern's waiting for her roller day. i want to go! but my mum sure dun let me go.. T.T holiday so boring. IWANSHOP.

tuesday alr. my holiday still left 5 days. huh..more holidays will be better.=) im bored. what can i do now? mum call me to practice piano. exam again. in August. but i dun want. dun ask me why. jz LAZY. =.=

15 ppl online. but no one can i chat with...

WhatABoringDay!!!