Yes, I have something to confess, bloggie.

It's really hard to tell others, so I came here...

Holiday is going to end, 2011 is coming, SPM is coming...lil' stressful, but it doesn't seems to push me revising form 4 works. :( Should I find a tuition centre? Where?Should I find somebody to teman me? then Who? These question is quite easy but where to start?? hmmm... I hate doing things alone although I'm already 16 , going to be 17!

So, sometimes I will think... If there is someone I can really talk with, someone lives near me , someone knows me... yes, their situation. It's not that admiring their friendship(friends for yearsssss is not easy though, been through many hardships.) But I do really wish to have someone can share my feelings, chit-chatting about everything~ Even can go mamak in the late night eventhough it's not healthy XD I want that so badly *sigh

You know what ? today I was like outing with twins! maybe I magnified it but It's my feeling. They're sharing tons of thing I dont know, cause it's they primary schl's stuff, things that they chat via phone or dating at home (whatever!) It's just things that I dont know and she told her for many times. Hey speechless right? Yes I know that the period of time is really a key point but hey, please let me feel that I can join although I just know you for 4 years? just let me FEEL that. aiyooo I'm so emotional... failure in friendship is kinda....people told me not to concern about it cause this will just let myself feel down and desperate. but I cant help it TAT *sigh again I dont even know why should I take care of these kind of thing so badly! I can just ignore it but the feelings keep on refreshing my brain. oh gawd D;